Just do it.

It's the 7th week of semester 2 in Monash for dear me.. time flies, there'll never be enough time for me to finish up my work, or maybe it's just that I have never ending work to be done.. sometimes I really feel that I need to slow down and take a breath, enjoy my university life or something?

Dear Arif is still not convinced that I can do both Medical Bioscience and Music together, like what I'm doing now.. Well, I'm not convinced myself either, so I can understand why he can't.. And here I am back at point 'zero' asking myself again and again, why medical bioscience, why make my life tough trying to have the best of both worlds, this and that and this and that.

Sigh.. I really don't have any choice now, but to continue on, and hope that the 3 years can end faster.. and I'm grateful as long as I don't fail.. I was never a high achiever during my schooling years, I'm just another average student.. But, it's funny, cause I would want to score if I have the chance, but I always end up not studying for finals, hm? It's a habit I guess..

Music, the other part of me, has changed me a lot, and I have to say.. I do not know what will happen to me, if I were to give up on it.. Well, I had never thought of giving up in the first place. In fact, here is where my dream is.. Sigh.. I suck in expressing myself, words can't really describe how I truly feel inside.. I wonder if anyone understands.. 

It gets better every year

It has been quite awhile since I last posted here! Life has been so so so busy, that I nearly forgot that I have a blog o.O Going online these days means chatting with my ''chi mui'' you know who you are ;) about music n craps, chatting with albert about music again, chatting with pam about music too, god! music music music, just makes my world go round =D

p.s. I think I'm beginning to lose focus on my studies...AGAIN...anyway!

In case some of you do not know, it's my birthday today! my 20th birthday. One year ago, I celebrated my birthday at home, with my relatives and my 'a levels family'. This year, was quite different. I received many text messages, more than I expected! from my friends, which is quite nice of them! Although I had problem guessing who sent to me! I lost my phone at Genting, and so contacts gone!

Would love to thank TEY JIE YAO for being the first to call me at exactly 12 mignight just to wish me Happy Birthday! and JENNIFER for thinking hard what to get for my birthday! and ALBERT for his thoughtful 2nd Birthday CD! and SHAZZIE for crawling out at 10:30pm at night to Baskin Robbins! and CHERYL for her lovely butterfly necklace! and ALL MY FRIENDS who wished me today! Appreciate it alot and you guys just rock my world =) and sorry if I didn't mention your names in particular, just so you know you'll always be in my heart. ooo~ Hahaha!

My life had never been better! and here's my little secret :)

I love you to the max! Who? 

- Jennifer! you are my close friend k, and it shall last til forever.

- J.Yao! my chi mui xiong dee, oh, and i know your little secret ^^,

- Pammie! you, my soul mate, another close friend, I'm waiting for the day we ''music'' together!

- Shazzie! we just don't feel right without you around, my step brother! haha!

- Nazzie! he comes and he goes, yet never forgetten! Our No.1 drummer k!

- Cheryl! the smart brainie one, with lotz of love! 

- Betty! we have loads to catch up my friend!

- the whole ASS group! haven't been hanging out as often, but I still love you! haha!

Oh god...I have so many things to blog! but I have to sleep now! anyway, will continue next time! by the way, photos are uploaded on Facebook! Nightz!

Carried away.

Concert ended.

Now I feel so empty.

Like there's nothing to look forward to.

Yet life goes on.

There's still reports to do, assignments to do, exams to study for.

But I'm just so lazy now.

Anyway, I'll be going to Genting in like.. 10 hours' time..

Yeah, in the middle of my semester, not even a holiday break..

Leaving my assignments, tests, books, reports behind.

And going Genting with Jennifer, ShazzieMir, MeowmeowYao and Shawnnn.

To be continue ...

Music Makers Summer Concert 2008

- I know I suck at giving description! -

but anyway...

It's no classical concert! where even I can fall asleep!

It's no celebrity concert! where people shout and cheer at the top of their voice!

It's a music school's summer concert! 

where students show their talents on the musical instruments!!!

A concert that you would not want to miss!

Enjoy the music performance by...

young children, young teens, young adults, teachers...

who have one common dream:

Touch the hearts of the audience with Music!

all put together on one night:

August 19, 2008

at the hour:

20:00

on stage:

Actors Studio, Bangsar Shopping Center!

be there, and give them your biggest support! :)

Tickets are currently on sale:

RM 15 per tix

Get it now! or never...:( at:

Music Makers, Bangsar

Telawi Street

(Above Guardian)

I'm addicted!

Fade To Black - Metallica

Life it seems, will fade away

Drifting further every day

Getting lost within myself

Nothing matters no one else

I have lost the will to live

Simply nothing more to give

There is nothing more for me

Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be

Missing one inside of me

Deathly lost, this cant be real

Cannot stand this hell I feel

Emptiness is filling me

To the point of agony

Growing darkness taking dawn

I was me, but now hes gone

No one but me can save myself, but its too late

Now I cant think, think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though it never existed

[this song is so so so so so nice!]

My favorite month of the year! :)

Goodbye July, Hellooo AUGUST! it has always been my favourite month of dee year :D 

Cheryl - "What do you expect me to get for a girl who has everything!?"

Mum - "You've everything and there's nothing to give you anymore.."

Dad - "Your present was given to you in advance! on 20th July 2008. 8k Mac.."

Bro - "You still want the iPhone?!"

JYao/Shawn/Amir - "Mee goreng M.A.N.J.A...anak manja...spoilt girl..." dang~

I seriously do not know what I'm crapping about now, but suddenly felt like posting some funny things my family and friends said to me for the past few weeks. Haha, it's funny alright :P 

Okay, time to pig now! yes, "pig" sleep "pig" sleep "pig"~ I slept for one hour only!! this morning. And, yea, I told my parents about it, and they were like quite speechless!! Haha!! So niteys~

Broke the record.

First record broken:

I'm listening to Metallica...thanks to JYao and Shawn! I'm in love with Fade to Black. and JYao, I've changed my blog song =D

Second record broken:

It's 5:20AM in the morning now! You might wonder why am I up so early right? Guess again! I didn't sleep at all! @.@ Okay, it's not a proud thing...

Anyway,

Last week ended ----- like that? Nothing spectacular! I wonder why again. Let me write a quick recap, shall I?

Monday, 28th July: Worst lab ever. Ok don't bother.

Tuesday, 29th July: What happened on this day?? Ok don't remember.

Wednesday, 30th July: Aha! Spent half my day at Music Makers :)

Thursday, 1st August: I SKIPPED ECONS LECTURE to do my quizzes. Ok don't bother.

Friday, 2nd August: Spent the whole day at Music Makers for Music lessons of course, my week starts here!

Saturday, 3rd August: Band practice light n easy? haha! When the night came, it was THE NIGHT! Jen, Albert, Sue, Goldberg and I went to KLPac for this concert, which I had noooo idea what was it all about at the beginning, going there like blindly! 30 bucks ticket. Leaving KLPac with a BLAST! The concert was superbly amazing! Ok I have to said this, some guys do look hot FROM FAR. Hahaha, up front? ok nevermind =P The concert entitled "Let's Go Mamak" was really nice enjoyable fun and NOT BORING haha! Too bad its ovaaaaa~ Sorry JY!

Sunday, 4th August: Work work work and more work. Uncle Nick is back from Shanghai with Aunt Hee and my 1.5 years old cousin brother, Xiang Yu, for my Aunt Hee's convo! She's getting her MBA. Gosh, this uncle and aunt of mine are like the brains!! I'm pretty sure Xiang Yu will in fact grow up and become Jr. Brainy! He was so adorable today!!!

Okay, see? short and sweet! and now I HEAR BIRDS CHIRPING OUTSIDE!!! @.@ isn't that cool...