It's the 7th week of semester 2 in Monash for dear me.. time flies, there'll never be enough time for me to finish up my work, or maybe it's just that I have never ending work to be done.. sometimes I really feel that I need to slow down and take a breath, enjoy my university life or something?
Dear Arif is still not convinced that I can do both Medical Bioscience and Music together, like what I'm doing now.. Well, I'm not convinced myself either, so I can understand why he can't.. And here I am back at point 'zero' asking myself again and again, why medical bioscience, why make my life tough trying to have the best of both worlds, this and that and this and that.
Sigh.. I really don't have any choice now, but to continue on, and hope that the 3 years can end faster.. and I'm grateful as long as I don't fail.. I was never a high achiever during my schooling years, I'm just another average student.. But, it's funny, cause I would want to score if I have the chance, but I always end up not studying for finals, hm? It's a habit I guess..
Music, the other part of me, has changed me a lot, and I have to say.. I do not know what will happen to me, if I were to give up on it.. Well, I had never thought of giving up in the first place. In fact, here is where my dream is.. Sigh.. I suck in expressing myself, words can't really describe how I truly feel inside.. I wonder if anyone understands..
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